Popcorn + Diet Sprite -Spanish homework- impending doom of variety show + charity work = a somewhat less stressed out Nikki.

And the fact that I now know that my family was in the middle of a 100+ tornadoes that killed people and destroyed things doesn't make me any less upset and worried, though they say they're fine.

And the fact that I know the Variety show is in 2 days and I don't feel confident about any of it, wishing I had more time to do a tech cue to cue and knowing that we don't have the time and conjecturing that I will be in the theatre for 12 hours or so until the wee hours of the morning where even the birds are telling you to fuck off doesn't make me any happier.

And neither does just remembering that I have a Japanese vocab quiz tomorrow...

I honestly wish I was a nicer person instead of the abrupt, sarcastic, aggravating person that I am, but it just doesn't seem to be in the cards.

Just one week left of tech hell before I shall hit many a bar in search of the elusive.